February 26, 2009
Ten honest things about me:
1. I'm really good with fonts. Show me a font, and I can tell you what it is. This is one of those strange, weird, but surprisingly useful talents of mine.
2. I don't like writing formally. I can do it, and bear it sometimes, but I don't like sincerelys very much.
3. I think friends are royally amazing.
4. I apologize (even if it's meaningless) a lot. (Possible influence for book title?)
5. I love raw vegetables -- lettuce, green bell peppers, snap peas...I could go on for a long long time.
6. I am really slow at compiling the response for this tag.
7. Good books put me in a good mood. Usually, that good mood isn't broken at all until the next morning.
8. I personally find this layout to be super-attractive. As well as that post on bread. :)
9. I'm too critical of myself when I'm writing prose. I'll criticize every word and make sure it sounds okay. I've gotten better at it now, but I still do it way too much. That's probably why it takes me forever to write prose...but when I edit as I go along, I'm always happy with what I've written.
10. Over the last few months, I've become skilled in the art of chatting-with-more-than-one-person-simultaneously.
February 25, 2009
I didn’t mind the cold – I liked how it blew the strands of my brown hair around my face, brushed against my cheeks. The sunset was too pretty to miss, especially on a worry-free Friday. The weekend stretched ahead of me, short but promising, enough time to finish anything and everything for class, wander around town, find someone to talk to and spend my Sunday afternoon with. It was all there.
February 22, 2009
The prose pages flipping by as fingers type out words and words. The pencils, the book with the blonde girl on the front.
The day has started out cold, sleepy, unhappy. The maps are lost -- we have nowhere to go but here. Trapped within walls, we trudge around the house, wandering, living our own separate paper lives.*
*The phrase "paper lives" is excerpted from Paper Towns, John Green.
February 20, 2009
February 18, 2009
February 15, 2009
What's making me happy right now:
-all the gifts I've been given from God
-amazing friends -- or at least people who pretend to be my friends
-people who are willing to add me on Goodreads
-music -- Maribeth, it's partly your fault, but I'm addicted to music anyway :)
-gorgeous sunrises and sunsets that I get to see and write about
What do you want to do? she asked me, and I said, Write. That one word set the wheels in motion.
Why not publish? Live your dream.
I found gifts that day. The best being Katherine Grace Bond.
That day, I came home, and though I didn't know it, I was on a roller coaster ride that wasn't going to end.
On May 5th, Katherine showed up at our house. It was only uphill from there.
Revisions, revisions, more revisions, a publisher acceptance (and months) later, the manuscript for "Apologies to an Apple" was ready to go, complete with endorsements. In December, the manuscript was gone and we only had to wait.
February 7th, and I was holding hundreds of copies.
February 14, 2009
I've been doing a lot of changing, unable to stick to one template, but I really really like this.
Always stumbling around in circles
But I must've stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew, never knew it could be like this
But I guess
Some hearts, they just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
I am surrounded by a community of amazing people who are true blessings. I am so grateful for each and every one of you.
Wishing you all a very happy Valentine's Day.
*Lyrics from "Some Hearts," Carrie Underwood
February 13, 2009
Anyway, I'm reading "Hold Me Tight" (Lorie Ann Grover) right now. It's pretty good so far. It's helping me write.
11 poems in 09 so far. I'm doing pretty good.
February 10, 2009
I haven't been posting much, just things about my book lately. I promise that I'll wrap all the book stuff up with a huge (unfortunately) post about it. I have so much to say/reflect on it.
I'm feeling bad that I've only posted six times in February. One of my goals for 09 was posting more, and I did it in January, but haven't been doing so much in February.
I have not deserted you. I promise to post more often...
I'm having a really really bad day. Again. First it was I'm-not-feeling-too-good (last Tuesday), this week it's I'm-having-a-terrible-day. Once more, let me hand out the promises. I will not be so depressed anymore. :)
You'll have noticed that I was switching around my blog colors...blue, red...and I will stick with red for a while. "A while" means about half a year.
Everyone who has commented on my blog -- you are AWESOME. Comments cheer me up. Seriously.
I've gotten past my writer's block by not looking at my laptop and just forcing myself to put pen to paper. It works. I've written another poem (thankfully!) after a long sojourn of writer's block. Phew.
It's snowing. Not a confession, I know, but something I'm so excited about. I love it.
February 07, 2009
February 04, 2009
February 03, 2009
Though this isn't quite a confession, I'm so so so excited because I just found out that I won a free -- and signed -- copy of Justina Chen Headley's novel "North of Beautiful"! I've been dying to read this since forever, so I'm feeling pretty good.
I've actually been doing a lot of stalling when it comes to writing. First I claimed it was because I was taking a break from poetry and was writing prose. Which I admittedly was. But I stopped writing prose. Now it's back to struggling to write poetry, as I've been stuck for the past couple of weeks. It's not working very well. I'll need to find a solution.
I haven't gotten much sleep lately. I've been sleeping earlier, yes, but somehow it never seems to be enough. I'm either an extremely sleepy person in general or I still haven't made up all that lost sleeping time (which I haven't).
I'm racing to get everything I want done. For the past who-knows-how-long I've wanted to do this, and that, and haven't gotten the time. Someday, I'm going to find that time. Probably over the summer. But that's a long ways off.
Speaking of summer, I noticed that I'm sick during breaks. Over Christmas break I was sick, and then during the weekend I fell sick again, and I don't know why. And, for some reason I'm watching football when I'm sick. I got to watch a bit of college football around New Year's, when I was sick, and then I watched the Super Bowl a few days ago. Football = being sick?
But a lot of people aren't feeling too good right now -- in my area and around the blogosphere. I think there's some sort of flu/sickness floating around. But oh well. I'm feeling a little better.
February 02, 2009
It's mysterious and it's bright -- I love it. I took it a few weeks ago; it's a pack of notecards (blurry, because I was shaking them while I snapped the photo). The blue light is courtesy of my webcam.
I'm also loving the sky and the sunshine. Q and Odessa, thanks for sending some along!
February 01, 2009
-I didn't reach my January poetry goal.
-I've just dumped an awful book that's making me really mad. I can't believe I even bothered picking it up. You'll find the book -- and my review -- on Goodreads.
-It's morning, I'm tired. I'm sick, too. I have way too much work to do for school and my head's going to explode right now.
-I may not get to plunk myself on the couch and watch the entire Super Bowl. (I love doing this.)
-Blogger is mad at me today. Thanks a lot.
-I haven't gotten around to blogging much. I haven't posted up any pictures of the first copy of my book, I haven't posted tags...I'm too behind.
-I'm under the weather today. It's gloomy, it's gray, it's cold. Enough said.
-January was a pretty rough and crazy month. I ended not-so-well, on a confessional note. So far, February isn't any better.